That Fickle Muse

NaNoWriMo is officially over. I hit 50K words earlier today, but I'm taking the last couple of days to push on to the end of my story, which is in sight.

NaNoWriMo Day 3

My muse has been incredibly accommodating this year. It's the first time, after one failure and three wins, that I've been consistently ahead of schedule and never had to pull a desperate 5K day towards the end.

But then my muse is happy when he has work. When I write, he rides me harder than any mundane influence, lover or employer, ever has. When I'm not, he puts on his best urbane-looking Victorian Hellfire club face and never tires in his attempts to seduce me into following him. (He has some pretty creative punishments up his sleeve if I resist too long, as well… but that's another story for another day.)

Not to say that my muse doesn't have his blind spots as well. He's not good with plot, at least original plot seeds, while he's brilliant with characters and settings. All my plots are, at least in the beginning, hopelessly, or rather shamelessly, derivative: I pick a story I've read and redo it. Thing is, though, most of my fiction is collaborative, and the other person's input is invaluable in making our story veer far from the canon. So far, in fact, that sometimes we lose track of the original altogether.

Most of what I know about the craft of writing comes from Marion Zimmer Bradley and the liberal pearls of wisdom she included in the anthologies she edited. It's all in the characters for me. I don't do fanfiction, though I may slip a canon character as an NPC here and there, if the setting warrants it. Starting with real people, things are bound to happen, and sometimes working in an established but unfamiliar universe can be dizzyingly inspirational. A writing partner introduced me to the world of A Song of Ice and Fire, months before I got to start reading the series; one of the challenges I relished most was crafting a Darkover story with another partner who had never read Darkover. Right now I'm negotiating a story that will explore what Beatrice Rappaccini might have grown into, and I'm fairly giddy with stampeding ideas.

It might be my speculative bent, but I don't tend to find sparks of inspiration in real life around me; not in events or people I experience, though some nature can get me into just the right mood to be receptive. It's inspired art that inspires me in turn – particularly words and music. I've lost count of how many times a song title has sprung up and demanded to be a story title as well.

Unlike other years, when I end NaNoWriMo with a desperate need to decompress by writing nothing for weeks, now I'm ready to dive back into my stories and reward my co-writers' patience. If that's not creative inspiration, I wouldn't know what is.

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It’s That Time of the Year Again…

The time to start writing like crazy, wring our brains out, and end up enjoying it, on top of everything.

I love me some challenges, and on this particularly challenging (not in a nice way) year, they will mean more than ever. See you in the breach, starting tomorrow and every day of November, with updates on both projects!

Winter Reading List

Now that NaNoWriMo is done and dusted, it’s high time to go back to reading other writers, who had been shoved back during this whole month to make room for my own scribblings. I feel like going girly, funny, potentially sexy, for some time, to counteract all the horror and mayhem in my own story. Big, though, enough for me to sink my teeth into before they’re over… And at my rate of reading, this list will probably carry me over to spring… Unless I start with Speed Reading for Dummies!

I aimed to have finished Songs of the Humpback Whale (Jodi Picoult) before the NaNo kickoff, because I have to post it off to someone who’s mooched it off me. In typical me-fashion, I failed. I sneaked in a few pages during the month, whenever I felt that I would implode if I didn’t switch to someone else’s writing style, but it just wouldn’t move ahead. Not the right reading material for this endeavour at all. I’m only 70 pages from the end, so I trust I can be done with it by tomorrow and finally move on.

Speaking of unfinished books, I mean to finally finish JRR Tolkien’s Children of Húrin. I was given the hardback edition, with Alan Lee’s sumptuous illustrations, and I still haven’t gone further than the preface. I’ve read the Silmarillion and know the story, but I do want to read the edited version as well. Can’t leave a Tolkien sit around unread, can I?

Girls’ Night In 4 is an anthology of short stories (51 of them in 670 pages), compiled for charity: all royalties go to War Child and No Strings, NGOs that help children in war zones. Authors include Cecelia Ahern, Tillie Bagshaw, Meg Cabot, Wendy Holden, Kathy Lette, Adele Parks, and many more of the chick-lit genre. I picked it up from a charity store for 30p and made me want to track down the previous three volumes as well, to contribute more.

Speaking of Wendy Holden, she’s one of my favourite authors, much for the same reasons that Pratchett is as well. She’s screamingly funny and packs so many very contemporary English pop culture references into her stories that it’s nearly impossible for someone not immersed in the culture to catch them all. The Wives of Bath, another charity shop find, looks to be a send-up of parenthood stereotypes, be them the glamour mama or the eco-parents. I’m counting on some belly laughs here.

Vicky León’s Uppity Women of Medieval Times is one of those impulsive buys I’ve got through the Amazon Marketplace. It’s an adult book, but following in the typically British tradition of witty children’s nonfiction. Short biographies of medieval women from various cultures that wouldn’t be content with the typically feminine roles of their times (and that is why we know about them today). I leafed through it when it arrived, back in the end of August, and had a good chortle in the middle of a rather boring house guest situation. I’m looking forward to delving deeper.

Finally… 65 Great Tales of Horror, an 685-page anthology of short fiction by the likes of Roald Dahl, Bram Stoker, Edgar Allan Poe, Ray Bradbury, Guy de Maupassant, Robert Silverberg, and many others. Edited by Mary Danby, exclusive to Marks & Spencer, published in 1981 and out of print by now, it’s one of the little treasures I discovered going through my mother-in-law’s archive during our last visit. By the time I get to it, the chick lit will have done its duty and been outgrown, returning me to my normal self with a penchant for bloody thrills.

And then I’ll glide seamlessly into the Vampire Clan Novel Saga and its nearly 3000 pages. Sweet.

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A Dose of Inspiration

Disclaimer: This is a rant fuelled by NaNoWriMo Week Three (TM) behind-quota angst. It makes no claim to objectivity or even rationality. It acts as a vent to avoid my household making the local news in some more bizarre or gruesome manner than erratic blogging. Consume at your own risk.

O inspiration where art thou

Honestly, what is it with wayward muses? One works all day, desperately trying to cut corners and economise a few more minutes to add to an evening’s writing, a session I, for one, would much rather spend relaxing after being run ragged by a toddler. And when I manage finally to sit down, ignoring my own creeping exhaustion, to crank out some verbiage so I can feel creative and ensure that my brain hasn’t turned to mush through overexposure to kiddie TV, the bastard of a muse won’t cooperate. (Yes, my muse is a he, deal with it.)

I can’t invent for toffee – I’m a preserver, not given to earth-shaking lightbulb moments – but if I could, I would definitely invest time and effort into bottling inspiration. A psychotropic drug that would force muses to stay put and work, instead of flitting around and drawing attention to everything but the blank page… ooooh, shiny!

There, doing it again!

There are many entheogens used in tribal cultures the world over, and I don’t doubt their effectiveness in conjuring visions, but that’s not what I’m aiming for. I don’t want to leave the creative mind open to the influence of whatever chooses to influence it at the moment. I want to bind it to its own personal muse, enable it to call down the shifty anthropomorphic personification of the idea of creativity and collaborate with it, not allowing it to fall silent while its voice is needed most.

So I’m not quite sure what my chemical creativity enhancer should contain. Perhaps it could be like those custom-made perfumes that are built specifically for each client. Each writer would have their own, which would include what sharpens the wits of both themselves and their muses, a combination that would make the concoction impossible to work for anyone else. That would definitely keep the labs busy, if every batch had to be made to order. Perhaps use the NaNoWriMo sign-up as a prescription?

My own personal muse potion would definitely have to include chocolate. The muse is a decadent Victorian gentleman who loves liquor fit for gentlemen’s clubs, like port and sherry, and I would have to find a way to share in those without compromising my alertness (that’s the only issue between us; he can hold his liquor much better than I can).

Perhaps I should lure a certain online friend to move here, so she can play with the family by day and spend her nights playing in a lab… If anyone could figure out a way to create such a substance, that would be her.

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Pen and Paper, Upgraded

The internet is not for porn, it is for wasting time… Porn is just the excuse.

Laptop and working lunch. An outside table with a silver laptop, coffee and a sandwich on it.

You know, I can hardly believe myself that I’ve only been on the internet for nine years (since 27 December 2001, to be precise), and only the last five of them on a broadband connection. I feel like I’ve been online forever, and I wouldn’t even be able to imagine my life without being permanently hooked up. Addicted, me? Well… just a little.

Mind you, I don’t just waste time on the ‘net. I don’t do social networks, so no hours on Farmville. Despite the suggestions up there in the intro, porn is not my thing either. When I first got a computer, I was a bit worried that I’d be consumed by games. I needn’t have worried, in that respect. I never took to gaming; instead, when I discovered how much free reading material there is out there, ready to be downloaded, there was no stopping. So much that I hardly leave myself time to actually read the material I get. Irony much?

No, it’s the writing that consumes me. Both roleplaying forums I belong to are busy, and juggling my stories can be overwhelming. I’m currently involved in a couple dozen storylines in total, and although my partners and I are anything but daily posters, the owed replies can pile up very quickly if anything gets in the way of inspiration. In my case, a toddler does come in the way, very often, and gets precedence as well. I feel particularly bad if I catch myself getting impatient with him because he’s keeping me from my writing (and administrative duties, considering I’m staff at both places).

And those are without counting all the blogging. I currently maintain four blogs, all with different purposes and audiences, from personal journaling to formal writing projects – this one being something in the middle. I have another project in the sidelines, something I should have started two years ago but, as usual, I bit more than I could chew. The cherry on top is NaNoWriMo, which I could never have done without my connection.

Sometimes I feel guilty when I let things slide onto the back burner because I can’t tear myself away from the computer. I should go out more with the young one, find more socialisation options for him… but it’s so easy to put off playgroup when it looks like rain, and stay in and write instead. I don’t get twitchy if the ‘net goes down for a few hours, but I do carry my netbook with me when I go out of town, hoping to leech off some neighbour’s connection.

An indication of how much time my online writing takes up: Last time we went to visit with my mother-in-law and were unable to get a connection, I read some 600 pages in just under four incommunicado days, including a 375-pager in just over 24 hours.

When I return to gainful employment, work had better keep me damn busy, if I’m not to resort to sneak peeks or suffer withdrawal.

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